HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADAM!!!

Happy Birthday to my dear brother...
CHRISTOPHER ADAMS.

Being the youngest in the family, he is always the apple of our eyes. He is not exactly that "manja" kind of boy eventhough he is the youngest. He is turning 14 years old this year...on 12th February 2009.

Let me share with you a little bit bout my lil' bro..well, not so little anymore..he's a big boy now. ahakz! When he was young, he likes to play this computer game called "comfy land"..haha..he was just 3 years old back then.. but now his favourite game are Counter Strike, War Craft, Dota, Need For Speed....and more. Being the eldest in the family, i can say that i'm a protective and caring sister. I remember i ever scolded my neighbour's children for making adam cry when he was younger...hehe..! I tend to treat my brothers...everard and adam like as if they are little kids although they are all grown up now...OMG! Recently, i'm more laid back and supportive towards them.. hehe.

Adam has always been the peace maker in our family. He barely complains and is always willing to help out. I give him credits for being supportive too. Last sem break, when I was back home, i treated him Big Apple and we hang out at The Spring. It was a really good time with him, full of laughter and various stories...he updates me on what's happeining around him. He calls me Kakak since he was very little until now. When he was 5 years old, I remember he took one of my teddy bear and make him his very own "bantak busuk" 'cause previous "bantal busuk" was no longer avaiable. He left it somewhere when we were on a family vacation. *LOL*

I usually spend my time seperately with both of my brothers... means to say here that, maybe today i hang out with adam, then the next time im hanging out with everard. I find it more interesting that way. I can focused on each of them while catching up with their lives event and happenings when I'm not around in Kuching. There would also be time for all the 3 of us hanging out together. We go to church together and our recent favourite leisure time would be food hopping! haha... We had so many sweet memories together! I miss those days growing up with them.

Well, this post is especially dedicated to my dear brother...Christopher Adams.
PS: Wishing you happiness and good health always. May your faith in the LORD be strengthen each new day as you grow up with HIS blessings upon you. May your wishes and dreams come true ya? All the best to you. Never give up hope and dare to achieve your goals in life. I love you dear bro. Love always, Kakak Chelle.

That's Adam and me during sem break..he was wearing my hat..haha! We were on our way to Boulevard.

another post of me and my dear bro, adam..he is all grown up now...i miss him alot, especially now that i'm far away from home.

Natural Tattoo...

During CNY break last week, i accidentally knocked my hand over something hard.. "OUCH!" and it was indeed painful..but i couldn't remember what it was... However, i just ignored the whole incident as i was caught up in something urgent at that moment.

Less i realized that i was injured. When i got back to PJ, then i notice a "pretty ugly" mark on my hand which was in a combination of various colours...blue, green and purple. It was a result of an internal bleeding or also known as bruise on my right hand. Bruise can be very contagious if it is not treated well. It is an internal bleeding where tissues are torn which causes your blood to clot inside your skin.

A little info bout bruise: A bruise happens when a part of the body is struck and the muscle fibers and connective tissue underneath are crushed but the skin doesn't break. When this occurs, blood from the ruptured capillaries (small blood vessels) near the skin's surface escapes by leaking out under the skin. With no place to go, the blood gets trapped, forming a red or purplish mark that's tender when you touch it - a bruise. Bruises can happen for a lot of reasons, but are mostly the result of bumping and banging into things - or having things bump and bang into you.

With that, here is a picture (taken last weekend) of my hand being marked by a "natural tattoo" as a result of blood clotting beneath my skin... Although its rather painful, it looks kinda cool somehow.. hehe. Now, my bruise is cured as time goes by and the mark is fading away slowly...YAY!

Room Raider-My Own

SIMPLE & COZY

Before i left for campus last weekend, i took a few random snap shots of my room's view and items back in PJ, KL. I usually stay or sleep over in this room during the holidays only. With that, my room is generally simplea and cozy..nothing fancy... Each item in my room are truly precious to me though... feel free to check it out.





Firstly, this is my single size bed. With a few pillows on it and there goes my lovable SpongeBob. hehe... Meanwhile in my dorm's room, i have Patrick! hehe... Perfect bestfriend match!






That's my new green sweater and my pink tropicana life backpack...getting ready to go back to campus actually




Here's my study+computer table..as you can see, there are a few acessories on it... I have Java Script and CSS web design refference book for my Computer Programming subject. Beneath those two books is my Mechanics of Material book... Second Semester of Civil Engineering degree level is getting tougher....






Here are among my favourite accesories... Love all shades of pink accesories...





and not forgetting my favourite unique seashell and beads necklace from the philippines and my christmas gift body shop perfume..."the aztique".





Last but not least..here is a box of soft toys which i have received from friends on various occasions, namely; Valentines day,Birthday, etc... throughout my school days...

KAMI

KAMI

I could not sleep last night so i had decided to watch KAMI-the movie, a Malaysian movie to be exact....which was given by a friend in a form of DVD. When i was in matriculation college last year, my dear roommate actually introduce me to KAMI -the series. At a glimpse at it... it totally caught my attention. KAMI was on aired on 8tv back then in 2007. From there, i watched the whole series which mainly revolves around the teenagers life of 2 boys and 3 girls..and hey, it reminds me of my very own favourite tv-series, ONE TREE HILL...Hehe. So friends, do check out the KAMI-the series and KAMI the movies as it tells us simple messages though the scenes but has deep meaning to ponder about.

KAMI was produced with the aim of promoting underground or indie music from local malaysian bands. There were local bands and gig performances in the series. This awesome series is a collaboration between Nokia, Redfilms, Monkey Bone Records and 8tv. The soundtracks of KAMI are generally from well reknowned Malaysian local band like Meet Uncle Hussain, Bittersweet, One Buck Short and more. Well, KAMI-the movie portrays the reality of teenagers life in this modern and ragging era. It was the continutaion of the KAMI-the series. It revolves around the lives of five fragile teenagers who are struggling in their lives as they are entering young adults. Like any other teenagers, they have to go o school, study..then they have to face examinations too and of course the need for entertainment like hanging out with friends, movies, and attending gig performances. But most of all, they need attention and unconditional love from their family members especially their parents.

The cast reveals the complicated yet hideous problems faced by teenagers nowadays. These tideous problems includes broken family, married parents commiting adultery, lack of parents love and attention, turning to drugs to ease frustration and failure, financial problem which leads to becoming a runner by selling drugs, caught up in cyber romance, fighting and bullying cases, being compared with the other siblings and achievements not being approved or apreciated by parents which eventually causes their children to feel down-hearted or having low self esteem to express their talents.

TAGGED!!!

Total boredom..perfectly describe my mood right now. so yeah, i answered this tagged questions. check it out pals! to all my friends that i have tagged... do reply dis tagged ya? hehe... its quite fun knowing each other better this way.

Rules & Regulations
* Do not copy answers.
* Tag questions must be 100% same.
* Tag people before doing the tag

I tag:
1. Daniel Ezra
2. Airol Shafiq
3. Jojon Sidney
4. Moses Paul
5. Cadence Isis
6. Rebecca June
7. Norlizaa
8. Ben Ooi
9. Sheila Ann

How do you know 1? (Daniel Ezra)
= he was from st joseph's school, just opposite st teresa's. so i met him in my secondary school days..haha. however, we became friends after we left our school days.

What would happen if you never meet 2? (Airol Shafiq)
= well, i would never know him if i never meet him... and our misunderstanding wont happen.. im sorry. everything happens for a reason.


What would you do if 3 & 4 dated? (Moses and Jojon)
=haha..no way! both are taken already and both r in a steady relationship...

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple? (Cade and Becky)
=couple in wad sense? they would make good friends la...not in a relationship of course. they r both girls!

Do you think 7 is attractive? (Norlizaa)
=sure she is..she's pretty in her very own way.

Would you date 8? (Ben)
=hmmm...date him?no idea...well..he's a future doctor in UM now. He's a very nice friend.

Tell me something about 9. (Sheila)
=she's one of my best friend! Love her to bits. She's very outspoken, sporting and fun loving. She also does the unexpected at times.hehe..way to go sheila....

What’s 1’s favourite past time? (Daniel Ezra)
= His favourite past time...? Hmmm..that would be playing counter strike and dota.. n hang out at coffee shop wit friends?

What language does 2 speaks? (Airol Shafiq)
=Malay, English, n yes..Bahasa Kelate.

Who is 3 going out with? (Jojon)
=with a guy of course..her boyfriend.

How old is 4? (Moses)
=im not sure..i think he's turning 22 this year.

When was the last time you talked to 5? (Cade)
=talk to her face to face? last friday...before CNY break.

Who is 6’s favorite singer? (Becky)
= hmm...her favourite singer would be...who ya? Maybe Leona Lewis? Miley Cyrus? or David Cook? she listens to all kinds of music genre...

Would you date 7? (Norlizaa)
= a date with norlizaa? nothing romantic..just a lunch date... we're both girls!

Is 8 single? (Ben)
= I'm uncertain bout his status..mayb yes..mayb not.

What’s 9’s last name? (Sheila)
=Sheila Marie Ann Ryan..thats her full name to be exact.

What Hurts The Most?

Recently, i have made this blog more like my personal diary..perhaps, you can consider it as an online diary. I feel comfortable expressing my thoughts and feelings by blogging... I believe sharing some worth while experience would be good as we can share ideas and opinions on it.

WHAT HURTS THE MOST?
for me, it was being so close with someone who will eventually walk out of your life...

Anyways, that was from my point of view. Have you all ever heard of the song Rascal Flatts-What Hurts the Most? It was a hit in all radio stations worldwide in 2005-2006. Back to back hits...3-4 years ago. Well, it is once again my favourite song... after experiencing something which had changes part of my life. This song kind of reflecting my feelings at this very moment... Yes, i am hurt....


Sometimes in life, you cant always have what you want...and it all depends on which situation you are going through. What happened to me back then was very complicated... but yet, I'm still happy to be able to live through those memorable moments.

Imagine this situation: A little child was strictly forbidden to go to the playground... somehow, he manages to find his way out after he went through many obstacles...finally he plays cheerfully at the playground. Can you imagine how happy he felt at that moment? Total freedom and satisfaction after his stuggle. All his sadness and fear are vanised instantly...he just wanted to enjoy that moment he had at the playground. For he truly appreciate and cherished those happy moments..

That's how i felt back then... I was confused of my own feelings. My feelings are all mixed up that through leaps and bounce.... I had to give up for good. It means here that, I'm lifting up my hope to God. I believe He always know's whats best for me at the end of the day. I have to set my priorities right and it was a very tough descision. I know that only time will heal me. I pray that (someone special to me) will be blessed with a beautiful and a prosperous life and yes, a succesful career in the near future.

So dear friends.. i conclude here that. LOVE is not all about being there for each other but it is also sacificial... As the saying goes, "if you want to love, you have to risk getting hurt.." Isnt' that true...? Something to ponder about...

Rascal Flatts
What Hurts The Most lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Second Chance?

English has always been my favourite lesson of the week after a whole bunch of 80% calculation+ 20% theory of my civil engineering subjects.. This is only lecture where i get to sit back, relax and enjoy my lesson without thinking too much on formulas and laws.

However, in English Lab today... I have discovered something very meaningful. It touches my heart and i felt how it actually surrounds our daily life. We were asked by our lecturer to be in a group of 5 members and we had to prepare a slide show on expressing our opinions. The topic of the opinion was:

Does everyone deserve a second chance?

After my group members and I share opinions on this topic... we strongly agree that everyone deserve a second chance..and i really emphasized on this.. YES! everyone deserve a second chance. I would like to share on my opinions and my friend's as well on giving SECOND CHANCE.


I feel that it hurts when someone u LOVE and TRUST betrayed you in one way or another. It is a human nature to failed each other and we can can never run away from making mistakes..

IMPERFECTION

perfectly describes us...human beings.

As a handmade of God, we must also able to FORGIVE each other. I believe God LOVES us so much that he forgives us from our sins and accept us in repentance. With that, we should be able to FORGIVE one another.

Everything happens for a REASON. Sometimes in life, someone we CARE about had DISOWNED our trust. Perhaps it's due to unavoidable circumstances which they leads them to failed us. Do accept their explanation in an OPTIMISTIC way and give them way to REPENT from their wrong doings. As a saying goes, HELPING others by FORGIVING is a way to help you by LEARNING from their mistakes.


Sometimes, we are stuck in a complicated situation which we cant help to handle but wait for the right time to settle everything..or in other words..to come clean. So yeah, life is not all about EMOTION but also based on SENSIBILITY.

There's a proverb saying:

Always be HUMBLE and GENTLE. Be PATIENT with others, making allowance for each others fault because of your LOVE.

HOWEVER...

If someone has betrayed your second chance...it is TIME for you to be more CAREFUL with him or her in the near future. This act eventually reflects his or her PERSONALITY. So, don't feel REGRET about giving him or her that precious chance..for you have learn and gain a lesson out of your KINDNESS.